Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I am not smart;I am just organized...I am not talented, God's grace bestowed on me...I am not popular; I actually take pride in being a hermit...I am not a genius;I am far from perfection.
Still how I wish that sometimes I was perfect. That if I was perfect, will I be happy? How would people look at me? The all-too-perfect one. And everytime I thought of that, I will tell myself, that its true. It is actually not easy to be an all-rounder. How many of them have their imperfecitons that they can't face up? How many of them have them have out in dilligence that no one could comprehend?
Still, despite their hardships and struggles to face imperfections, I want to be them. I want to be someone who was good at everything. It may sound crazy, i know but I am just tired of being a regular person sometimes. And it is now that I realized that being a regular person too can be tiring. THey always say its the brilliant people that wear themselves someday. Its the person who face sky-high achievements that bore themselves with the sky...but I like the sky. Still I dare not take the chance because who knows, someday if I ended up right at the sky too, I may just get bored as well.

Labels: disappointed, musings, the little girl at the sky