Friday, July 31, 2009

I recently read this book 'Sex, lies and handwritings' where the author is a handwriter reader and can tell of one's character. Similarly, I believe that you can tell a person's current mood from the way he types on the keyboard and the sounds that come out of it. Self-check: Are your fingers lightly skimming the keyboard without any stress and any sound? Or are you practically chopping the keyboard with every word you type?
Right now, I would classify myself typing with a form of heaviness-- not the anger type of heaviness but the fatigue type of heaviness. Ever feel like this before? I call it the 'bottling period'. And even now I feel it too. Its when you are depressed, hetting up all the emotions and stress inside you. You have no motivation within you. Every book that you opened is slammed shut in a matter fo seconds. You jsut feel like sleeping and yet when you are sleeping you feel like dying--like life is futile. You feel suffocated, heavy in the middle and wanting to puke. Its like as though you have been kept in a room without ventialtion for an hour.
If that's the case, then the most commonsensical solution is to give yourself some ventilation. Go for the air--the air of life. Go enjoy yourself and let the breath of ice-cream amusement parks enter into your breathless vacumn. Usually, when I feel like this, I will go take some ice-cream. Everyone has a different rememdy. Some may, like me, help after eating ice-cream and chatting with friends while others may puke immediately after eating it... It works 2 ways. But that's because every is unique.
Like a typical teen, I have never believed in naggings and those A star counsels where you ahve heard for hours with people trying to tell you 'Release the stress. It will only make you feel worse...' Never. But rather, I go try it out for yourself. If others tell you to pinch stres ball, go try it. Go immerse yourself in the enjoyments of life. And sometimes, you can try out the enjoyments that all along you have hated. Sometimes it helps. Go find your unique remedy today.

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