Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Ok so it's the holidays now. I am lucky to have my hols in the first week of November. Anyway, so far not so much of having fun:( I had to study a lot by starting on my new syllabus next year. And I am actually very nervous for my Hunamities Programme interview tmr. I mean this is good experience and everything for my job (as my parents go on and on) but this is my first time. I am not exactrly counting on entering, just doing my best not to blow it off.
Anyway I do have a bad feeling right now, aka envy. I suppose I am not the kind that has a lot of talent. People don't praise me when I am just born but more like after all the hard work that I put in. And I have yet to notice it until I started backtracking by being a teeny weeny bit lazy. I seen people all around me doing things as well as me at first touch while I needed two years to master it. But I guess I thank God for helping me overcome this overwhelming feeling. It's not easy. I sometimes feel like giving up but instead this envy motivates and drives me furthur. Perhaps I have the passion. SO at the end of the day, the morale is:
-You will never be no. 1 if everyone calls you a no. 1
-Passion is the one that sustains you at the end of the day. (quoted from my teacher:))

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